I Can Still See Visions Of You On My Mind

I can't believe it's been a whole year. In fact, I don't want to believe it ever happened at all. There is a huge part of my heart will never ever stop aching for you. It's completely indescribable and it's the worst feeling I have ever had in my life. I don't want to hear "he wouldn't want you to be sad." It's bullshit, you can't just expect me to pretend like nothing ever happened. It fucking hurts.

"And I know you're shining down on me from heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together, One Sweet Day."

"I hate that we live to die, but only God knows why."




i'm sorry i never told you all i wanted to say.

i miss you.