save me from myself.

don't you think that i want to be happy? i'm so fucking miserable. i'm dying inside and i don't know why, i don't know how to fix it. i need you and either you don't care or you're too self absorbed to notice. don't i matter? because it really doesn't seem like it. you were so good to me before, what happened? what have i done wrong? i feel so worthless. you make me feel worthless. we can't even hold a fucking conversation anymore. i want to be your best friend, i want to be your everything. why can't i be your world? I WANT TO MATTER. fuck. stop hiding me. if you want me in your life SHOW ME. i want you to love me like you've never loved anyone. i want to matter. i want to matter. i want to matter. i want to matter. i. want. to. matter...