How I Feel.

R.I.P. to a legend

thinking of you.

We've Lost Another One

Sweet Dreams and Rest In Peace.

Always Down

Too much pressure, pushing her. Left, right,
down, up. Back down, always down. She reaches
but she can't get to the top, she can never get to the top.
She needs air, there is no air.
There is never enough air.
There is nothing to say,
she screams.
It's a horrific scream, a horrific dream.
No, it's not a dream. Her reality is worse than
anything she has ever dreamed.
She watches everything crumble before her eyes.
With her touch, comes fire. It's burning.
It's all burning. The flames grow, the reflection bright
in her blank eyes. She is surrounded, this is
nothing new. Her soul is drained, she won't struggle.
There is nothing left to fight for. She won't scream.
She has lost all control.
She goes down. Always Down.

You Can't Forget It.

So I guess I've finally realized that I can't erase you. No matter how hard I try you're not going to just disappear. I want to burn the pictures but I know it makes no difference, I can get rid of them but the memories won't go away that easily.

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it at all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

I don't think so.

Is it okay for me to cry yet?

No, I didn't think so.

Slowly But Surely

I can't even come up with the right words.
But you all are killing me slowly.
And that's a fact.

There Is No Instinct Like That Of The Heart

There's always going to be someone in the back of your head that you wonder if you would be compatible with.
It may be someone you can't have, someone you're too scared to talk to, someone you think you don't have a chance with, someone who doesn't even know you're alive.
It's always back there, nagging you, it has you wondering..
what if?
You're not taking the bait though. It's too scary isn't it?
Of course it is.
No one wants to jump into the deep end blindfolded.
You'll never know if someone is the right one,
comfort zones can be a real bitch.
We're the only ones stopping ourselves, but sometimes
restraint isn't a bad thing.


"If I can only hold you in my dreams, let me sleep forever."



xoxo

I Can Still See Visions Of You On My Mind

I can't believe it's been a whole year. In fact, I don't want to believe it ever happened at all. There is a huge part of my heart will never ever stop aching for you. It's completely indescribable and it's the worst feeling I have ever had in my life. I don't want to hear "he wouldn't want you to be sad." It's bullshit, you can't just expect me to pretend like nothing ever happened. It fucking hurts.

"And I know you're shining down on me from heaven, like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together, One Sweet Day."

"I hate that we live to die, but only God knows why."




i'm sorry i never told you all i wanted to say.

i miss you.

It's All The Same If Everybody Leaves Her

I love this song.

:)

"Where words fail, music speaks."

xoxo

I Know That I've Got Issues, But You're Pretty Messed Up Too.

Thank you for continuously making me feel like shit.

Thank you for embarrassing me in front of people.
Thank you for making me out to be someone that I'm not.
Thank you for making me seem and feel like a dumb ass.
Thank you for putting me in the middle of your problems.
You're welcome for doing everything I can to make you happy,
and I'm sorry that it's not good enough.

"Hold your head high gorgeous, there are people that would KILL to see you fall.




xoxo

Sick of It.

I WANT TO GO HOME.

God's Sweetest Gift

I am currently reading the book "MULTIPLE BLES8INGS" by Kate Gosselin. I've been watching the show Jon & Kate Plus 8 for awhile and have fallen in love with their family. I've always loved babies and I want one more than anything in the entire world and this book just makes me want one even more. Call me crazy, I don't care. There is no one who will ever give you more love than that tiny little baby. I can be having the worst day but if I see a toothless grin, or those tiny little hands and feet, it just melts my heart. I'm not really planning on having a baby anytime soon, but when I do I want a lot of kids. Anywhere from 3-6 would be nice. :)
SIGH!

"Babies are angels with invisible wings."



xoxo

I Am A Work In Progress

Doing Too Much?

Sometimes I feel like I do too much for people. Don't get me wrong, I would do anything for my friends... But I'm kind of tired of being stepped on. I take every rude remark and sit on it, I try to pretend like it was never said but sometimes it gets to me. I feel like I'm always put on the back burner.
Then again, people occasionally surprise me.
"You're amazing Dana, you should be told that every day."
It's small things like a text that can turn my day around and I truly appreciate that.

"Happy Girls Are The Prettiest."



xoxo

Nannerpuss

I loooove this commercial. Makes me laugh every time. I dare you to watch it and not laugh.. hahaha.